So much,

What a weekend. Late nights, crawfish, house party, fishing, seafood. Mmm it’s been a good weekend to get my mind off of things. I needed the space to just stop .. and think. I still have a whole bunch floating in my mind and i hope i can get it fixed soon.

To be honest, im scared of the future. I don’t know what will happen. I don’t know what to do, im scared to trust it. What if … what if something happens. I just need reassurance.. i need someone to.. make me believe that everything is going to be alright because as of right now.. im in a blank state of mind.