February 2012
31 posts
What am I even doing...
So much,
What a weekend. Late nights, crawfish, house party, fishing, seafood. Mmm it’s been a good weekend to get my mind off of things. I needed the space to just stop .. and think. I still have a whole bunch floating in my mind and i hope i can get it fixed soon.
To be honest, im scared of the future. I don’t know what will happen. I don’t know what to do, im scared to trust it. What...
my arm feels like falling off.
Went to get my meningitis vaccination today for college admissions. ugh. After a few hours my arm started feeling… stiff and now it hurts to move it haha. god dang. owww so sore :| I can’t even type properly. Other than that i had a wonderful morning with my mother hah we went to eat McD’s and i finally started my driving course -how pathetic of me- im just so lazy. BUT i thought...
i’m finished with your empty promises.
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so that's that.
So we made a bet tonight.. and you lost (: We bet on who could stay up the longest and he apparently doesn’t know i am an owl, plus he just fell asleep. Loserr. So cute..
Anyways, life goes on. I feel like poop… my nose is stuffy. I haven’t taken a shower..(cause he wouldn’t let me), the makeup is so hard to scrub off without remover… my eyes hurt, i am so freaking...
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I’ll always be here, trust me.
remember when you told me to stop making stars?
The way you said it is stuck in my mind. Your tone. Your voice. But anyways (: Nothing new. ONE-HUNDRED-AND-EIGHT days until 2012 Graduation!! Lets do this!
My last summer of freedom, at least from high school. ahhh.. life.. you’ve come to soon. I’m not ready to grow up yet. Thanks for the time tho.
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January 2012
42 posts
I know I changed. Im learning to grow up.
As much as I love you and never show it, I just… Cant explain it. I understand that the things you do are to help me in the future but I dunno I just can’t… I dunno. I love you.. Just know that. And through all my stubborness and misjudging thoughts, I want you to know I appreciate everything you’re doing. its hard for me to show...
ahhh finished my homework:) but i forgot about my laundry… hmm
Better days are here but i’m still a little weary. Don’t have much to say today! hah i really don’t, but i have some stuff i really need to do. Accepted to UTA and a lot of people have been telling me to go to a college you really wanna go to but.. i don’t really mind uta. Dream school was UCLA but you...
Never give up on something you worked so hard for...
You forced us to act the way you want us to. Forced us to be something we are not.
I didnt know things could get so bad. A simple hug to cheer you up gone wrong. All I wanted to do was show you that I would always be here for you, stop making yourself second guess. If I didnt hug you all of this wouldnt happen. So its all my fault. Now your in a fragile state. A vulnerable position….. All...